cover image Music for Leaving

Music for Leaving

Erika Randall. IngramSpark, $30 (370p) ISBN 979-8-9927964-0-7

Randall debuts with an uplifting road novel about a terminally ill woman attempting to make amends. Eleanor, 61, has been betrayed and ignored for years by her husband, Walt, a Republican U.S. senator who’s now having an affair with an intern. After Eleanor is diagnosed with ALS, she leaves Walt and their home in Dayton, Ohio, in her pickup truck, hoping to reconcile with their only child, Jillian, a lesbian, and her younger sister, Isabel. Both women live in Colorado, and as Eleanor drives toward them across Kansas, she reflects on the causes of their estrangement. She was young when she married Walt, and left Isabel to deal with their mother’s dementia. When Walt spoke out publicly against gay rights, she neglected to support Jillian. Interspersed throughout are monologues from the perspective of such objects as the mixtape playing in her truck (“Don’t get me wrong, I hate making Eleanor cry, but I think it just might be my job to crack the old girl open every once in a while”). It’s a clever device that adds a welcome levity to the somber material, even as Eleanor vows later in the narrative to “get back to the business of dying after I’ve found a life.” This strikes just the right chord. (Self-published)